heres the deal :



new account, everyone.
joy ?
we'll see.

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somewhere else lived a boy and a girl beside the sea and as they grew older they grew more transparent. at first blue blood vessels and then bones bloomed beneath the skin but soon they could see the shapes of the world behind their bodies, the shudder of leaves like shadows in the brain, a butterfly's flutter in the mutter of the heart, beetles in the coils of the bowels. they watched wine whirl down each other's throats and the sun rise up each other's spines, stepping vertically vertebra to vertebra. soon the only substance they obtained was when their bodies overlapped and so they clasped each other, peering for the vetiges of eyes, teeth, ears, smears against the landscape. and one day they kissed and disappeared.

love's night & a lamp
judged our vows :
that she would love me ever
& i would never leave her.
love's night & you, lamp
witnessed the pact.


today the vow runs :
'oaths such as these, water-words'.
tonight, lamp
witness her lying
in other arms.

ive started painting in photoshop.
and i like it.
but fuck i am not a patient person.
i dont do well with detail.
so its probably going to turn out shitty because i dont have the patience to finish it right.
sighsighsigh

ps happy holidays

just last night i woke
from some unconscionable dream
and had it nailed to my forehead again
to keep this boat afloat
there are things you cant afford to know
so i save all my breath for the sails.